Fragments of our Best Selves
by Danyson
In a city of fast walkers
and baggy-eyed sleepers,
the clock strikes twelve.
We are broken.
Heaps of eraser dust gather,
splintered 2B lead lies in silence,
while ink-smudged fingers drag across
clammy faces.
Test and grades chase each other in
endless circles
as though life were a race,
towards a horizon that forever pulls away.
It never truly ends.
Until the hourglass bids Memento mori.
We measure success in decimals,
boasting perfect As,
climbing a corroding ladder,
stepping on others in a desperate bid
to survive a grind without an end.
We forget that life
does not grade us on how
fast we burn.
The sprint to success lies
in the breath we take between
each stride.
What if the truest lesson lies in
the pause?
To notice golden rays of soft sunlight
dishing out warm paint onto our walls,
to smell the gentle wafts of another meal
brewing in the kitchen.
To be surrounded by
mynahs and pigeons,
to gaze upon their innocent faces,
to let their rhythmic chirps and trills fill the air.
To listen to our heartbeat,
without fearing we’re falling behind?
We lug past regrets
in stuffed bags, suffocating it between
the pages of textbooks,
dragging the present
to who knows where?
We fear the future
where whispers of our broken souls rebound,
and silent cries remind us our best
is never enough.
But time is not the enemy, it is
a mirror,
calling us to reflect,
to observe, to imagine
So let us dare
to step off the abusive treadmill,
to protect our fragility,
to grade ourselves not in numbers,
but in kindness,
curiosity,
reflection,
quiet mindfulness.
And in the story of our lives
may we not be torn-up headlines,
plastered together from what
remains of us.
May we learn
to step back,
to mend,
to breathe,
to piece back the fragments of our broken selves, to be finally
whole again.